Today is my 5 year anniversary. The one thing we realize is that this is our biggest test. Fights and arguements all seem so senseless. Everyone lives are richer and better because they have experienced love. I am glad that I wish for another 5 years.
MY 4 yr. old keeps asking if the doctors got the germs out of my body??? Then he lays his head on my shoulder and snuggles. I truley believe our children are more intune with the spirit when they are young. I feel a deep connection to him and try to sooth him as often as I can. The sweetest thing, he climbed on lap today and started to sing "the barney song". Anyone with a kid born in the last 20 years knows the Barney song! This is what keeps me going, keeps my spirits alive... MY FAMILY. Doing all I need to do doesn't seem so bad if it gives me more time with them.